hi everybody, with mindsay i hope i can express my thoughts coz im basically very shy person.

this afternoon my newlywed cousin with his new wife, his mother and sister visited us. Its a happy moment to reconnect to relatives one thing i've laerned in reading the articles about Islam. In one part of it the Prophet Muhammed (pbuh) said that a good muslim woman dont break her ties on families and relatives.I forgot the significance of it since i read it a long time ago. I am not a muslim woman but i am not discarding the possibility that one day i will be because whenever im reading the teachings of Islam i feel elated and overwhelmed. I still in a journey in searching the truth and still praying that sooner i will find it. SALAM.

Israel and Hamas prepare for anothe war-- i felt so bad about the news, how many more innocent children and women will die, will lost limbs or sight,will be burn, will have scar if they will fortunate to survive? will lost their hopes for the lost of livelihood, how many more will be hungry, will be homeless, will be orphan? my questions are endless but the war will end if both parties will listen to each other, act humanely. I am hoping for PEACE-SALAM in every corner of the world.

Holocaust is not yet over, its still happening everywhere, see the CHILDREN and WOMEN in GAZA, the ROHINGYAS in Myanmar- a group of ethnic minority (muslims) which is not recognized by the military regime in Myanmar hence they are stateless. Hundreds of them fled to Bangladesh, Malaysia, and the Middle East, others in Thailand. According to news reports last December, Thailand authorities rounded them off beat them and set adrift in the seas in engineless and crowded boat with few supplies of food and water. They were standing while in the boat because there was no place to sit, fortunately Indonesian navy found and saved them, however Thailand authorities denied the allegations.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE. MAY THE NEW YEAR BRINGS HAPPINESS AND PROSPERITY.
PEACE TO ALL ESPECIALLY TO OUR MUSLIM BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN WAR TORN AREA.

its an overwhelming weekend, with the help of my computer and internet connection i am reunited to my cousins whom i did not see for more than ten years. its nice to recollect all the times (good and bad)we shared. Physical appearances almost still the same but the experiences and the children that comes showed the years that we are separated.Invitations to visit each others is worth considering although we are continents apart.Hopefully i can visit them since i dont have children to consider unlike them who are currently in the midst of nurturing their children. Ensha ALLAh as my good friend always says when we are hoping or planning for something. God willing